A reflection in the water

I finished work a bit early today, I ended up finishing at 1 P.M. I went mini golfing with some kids and stuff, kind of hectic cause those morons obviously can't follow simple directions but whatever. After work I decided to spend some time at the park because I guess today is one of those days where I just needed a couple of hours to myself. I felt like going somewhere quiet to think, to escape the world, to avoid other people, so I ended up going to one of the parks in Ocean Pointe. Its a really nice and quiet community where all the houses are the same (which kind of irritates me) but a really safe environment. There's this one Ocean Pointe park thats near the million dollar houses that I just love going to. The grass is lush, there's lots of shade, and people rarely go there so this is where I usually find myself going whenever I need some alone time, it's like my little get away spot. So I spent about two hours just lying in the shade and staring up at the clear blue sky and I had a really nice view of a tree which made me wish I had my camera.... I'll probably go camera shopping tomorrow because I saw a really nice Exilim for sale. Well anyway after lying in the grass for about two hours staring at the sky a dog ran up to my and starting crawling all over me, it kind of startled me but I started laughing about it. After that I decided to walk around a bit and then I started staring into a stream. The water was dirty but I like how the sun glistened off the water and I started staring at the water more and I was looking at my reflection in the water. But instead of just seeing my own reflection I saw three reflections. Haha no I don't do drugs and I don't drink either but instead of seeing just myself staring back at me I saw myself, Heidi, and Teuuila staring back at me. We were wearing black but I was standing a bit further from them and my black wasn't as dark as their black it was like this old faded black it looked as if it was worn out. I kind of stood there wondering what this meant to me but it didn't take me long to figure out what it was. I saw these reflections not because the heat was going to my head but because those reflections were not too different from my own. Well besides the boy girl difference anyone of those reflection probably could've been my own. It was kind of awkward but at the same time I think I knew what it meant. After talking to Heidi about something that she and Teuuila wanted to do I guess I sort of related that to myself because for one I have a score to settle too and that kind of stuff was something I had a passion for when I was younger. Yeah it used to be my life's blood but not so much anymore. I guess over the years I either got lazy or I just stopped caring about things and my passion for it just started to fade. Just like a black shirt at first it's dark but as you wear it continually overtime it starts to fade and wear out although if you care for it the right way it will stay as dark as the day you bought it. I was kind of surprised though because they way the two talked was kind of similar to the way I used to think back in elementary which is why their clothes were a darker black than mine. I guess they reminded me of me when I was younger. But the activity? Oh I'm totally down for it! Someone needs a good helping of punishment but then again at the same time I don't really care whether or not the person gets punished or not whatever. Gosh I can't think this blog turned out kind of junkie but whatever maybe I'll do a better job on the next one? It weird how you can see more than yourself in a reflection in the water.