Opportunities

Oh finally! I finally finished Jamaica's revised video! She looked pretty happy about it so that got me happy about it too I worked really hard on that video.... I can't believe the color render alone took 140 GB :P Knowing that I'm done with it kind of brightened my day cause thats a big load off my shoulders.... Speaking of taking a big load off your shoulders today I was thinking about why is it that the most laziest people seem to get the easiest and most rewarding jobs? Sometimes I get really irritated at the fact that I'm always getting the hardest and most boring jobs! I mean sure maybe its not like manual labor jobs but still its painstaking and down right irritating! I sit there working hard on something while someone else gets a quick and easy job and gets paid for it while I on the other hand get nothing for all the time that I put into my job! Its really stupid how things like this works out that way. It happens to me like ALL THE TIME! I know that the hardest jobs are the most rewarding but you know I wish I could get an easy reward job sometimes too you know? I mean why should lazy bums get an easy reward while I'm working my but off for something thats not even close to as great as what they're getting? In fact not too long ago I watched as someone received an easy job and got like $80 for it.... Its okay I guess cause I didn't have the time for it.... But still why was it offered to someone else when I deserved an opportunity like that way more? I don't mean to talk down on the people that I'm doing the video for because whether they pay me or not I'll always put my best effort into making the video the best quality possible. Its just that all these business opportunities are just passing me by and going to everyone else..... And today Ramiscal told me that my bad attitude is starting to show and talked to me about some other things..... Yeah its true that my bad attitude is starting to show but I guess I'm just starting to get tired of how things are.... Everyday I see people just sitting there doing nothing and all of these fabulous things just fall into their lap like new cars, clothes, and money, while I have to work myself to the bone for every little thing that I own! I hardly have time to go out and have fun like everyone else cause I'm constantly working...... Shoots I would be happy if I had the time to go out and buy socks, watch a movie, or even go out to lunch with some friends but I just don't have that luxury.... You know sometimes I wish that just once something fabulous could fall into my lap...... I've been hoping for something like that to come for years but nothing ever came......