Neighborhood dinner

So today we were supposed to film the neighborhood board but turns out that some moron forgot his keys. I didn't think of it as a loss though cause I did get to log and capture and stuff. I was kind of happy too cause that meant that I didn't have to deal with um yeah.... After that I had dinner with Rams, Awear, and Camps it was pretty peaceful. Awear was having some problems and Camps was comforting her (I think) I just sat there wishing I had more to say to them but I couldn't think of anything. This made me realize how I can never start things like conversations. I guess thats just how I am cause someone always starts something at the club and I'm there to make a riot out of it and we all have so much fun but I never talk unless someone talks to me. Thats something I think I'll need to work on.... not being the supporting character but the main character for once. I dunno I always see people having so much fun in school and stuff I just wish I could be apart of the fun too.... Which reminds me that song "Float On" by Modest Mouse really reminds me of how I should enjoy life as much as I can.... Sometimes I think I work too much but then I look at Camps and Awear and how much they do...... Maybe I'm just getting lazy or something :P